luv is a real damn pain!

salam..have u guys ever fall in luv? at least once in ur lifetime? i had once..lets call him MR.M. he's perfect to me.in many ways,he so kind,so softspoken,so sweet,romantic.he sang me a song in a garden while he was playing his guitar!at the first sight i looked at him,i felt my heart beat stopped. have u guys feel the same?at the moment i looked in his beautiful eyes(yea,he has it) my heartbeat running faster.then i knew i in luv with him.if i knew this could be this much pain,i would out of ths way.i nver say i was regret.do u know how it feel when u luv someone so much and at the end,nothing !! i was left by him.i was alone,i follwed as he said,i done everything for him.i just asking for 1 thing.HIS LOVE.dis lately,he's been too busy.i need him beside me.i was too lonely...do he ever understand how i feel??i hate him.but why i keep thinking bout him.,where the old him??my advice dunt ever trust ur heart...