MUM

i just got back from pangkor last week.and then i went to kuantan pahang and pulau perhentian.along the journey,i have been thinking bout MR.M.how is he? is he oke? is he will be alright?? i do really miss him.but this time im not going to share bout him.this time would be so special to me.i went to pulau phntian with my adopt mum.shes kind,loving..but then i did realize smethng. my true mum! it doesnt feel the same feeling when u go on vacation wit ur own family.yes i did enjoy with my mama but it does not same as my mum.my mum are the best.and i am sure shes the best woman i ever meet.she so sweet,very loving.what i love the most about her,she always try to fulfil our need.she give us the best.when i at pulau phntian , i want her and my family to be there together... share everything.my mum and i,we are so much different. she luv diamonds,gold, n i dunt..she alwys take thing so serious while i always relax..hehe but she will be my ear to all my problems and will hug and pamper me...and i actually luv her so much...luv her more than everything.i would tke her rther than anything.but sometimes yes as a teenager,i often break her heart...but deep inside,i really luv u...bfore i ever luv someone else,i already deeply in luv with my mum,..my mum ,she is so prettty...well i guess,thats y i am her daughter! haha

luv is a real damn pain!

salam..have u guys ever fall in luv? at least once in ur lifetime? i had once..lets call him MR.M. he's perfect to me.in many ways,he so kind,so softspoken,so sweet,romantic.he sang me a song in a garden while he was playing his guitar!at the first sight i looked at him,i felt my heart beat stopped. have u guys feel the same?at the moment i looked in his beautiful eyes(yea,he has it) my heartbeat running faster.then i knew i in luv with him.if i knew this could be this much pain,i would out of ths way.i nver say i was regret.do u know how it feel when u luv someone so much and at the end,nothing !! i was left by him.i was alone,i follwed as he said,i done everything for him.i just asking for 1 thing.HIS LOVE.dis lately,he's been too busy.i need him beside me.i was too lonely...do he ever understand how i feel??i hate him.but why i keep thinking bout him.,where the old him??my advice dunt ever trust ur heart...